OH! Scrap It!!!

Another day...... Here I am. Sitting on the bed, with many things on my mind. I often wonder about the the way of the world. I wonder how people can be so caught up in things that really dont matter and make them in to the Great Wall of China? I don't understand how people can expect you not to feel, not to care. I know that I am the 100% not who I was 2 years ago. I have the right to feel,. I also have the right to make the best decision for my nest. I don't do it lightly, nor do I do it without thought. I feel like the whole thing is like a big game of Survivor. At which turn do I get voted off. Life is so fleeting. For the longest time the nest was the number one thing, now I am prioritizing. At least I hope I am. I know this all looks code and covert. I want to be honest. I want to yell out....Really...You did that and you expect that I will not hurt or react....REALLY????REALLY!

Today has been an emotional and eventful day. Kenna got to go home! I HAVE ate ok today but again, no reall exercise. i will try to do brtter but still feeling ok! weigh in tomorrow!!

goodnight miz bitty bit....nanny loves you!

Family

Gbabies

Friday eve eve.

I am attempting to multi task. Sometimes i'm pretty good at it and others I am not. I am the middle management. I feel trapped and squeezed daily. So much so that I dream of permanent vacations to Sullivan's Island, where I am sure a hurricane is more calm than my world some days. I was pretty dang sure this was not what I thought I would be doing 10 years ago. I miss my friends. I miss my hands on time. I don't like to be alone. This island sucks. Where is the sand? Sun? PEACE? The old blue chair???? I am working on finding my inner peace. I think it is missing. I want to remember how much I loved it, no dread it. Little things turn into WWIii and the stuff that matters, no one really cares about. I am reading a great studer book and 2 different devotionals. Looking for the old blue chair.....

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The Shopinski Family

Makenna Raylin Starr

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